Love Starved Monkey

Mar 21

nerves

I’m scared ……scared of submitting my love to the one that feels so right, but can be o so wrong. Althoughj I know that is one of the perks of being immortal the fact that we are oblivious and have to take risky gambles in life either to lose it all or strike a billion. Point is this fucka got me scared because if I submit to this love I will bring along a lot of irrational, pain, and every other emotion a mood ring couldn’t predict. ImmMmmmm scared shitless he makes simple decisions as breakfast and birthdays complex. I cannot even type because I’m trembliNg so fuck. Yall