Love Starved Monkey

Mar 07

FUckin Mad HATTERRRRRR

My fucking mind is like Alice and Wonderland constantly debuting the Mad hatter; sometimes I see bright flashing colors of red, black, and green and blue when I calm down……purple 2. When I look or think about some people I have to ask God for forgiveness because my mind instantly races to all of the ways I would want to hurt them, the horrible vile things I can bestow upon them fire, rain (drowning), bullets ( heavy arsenal), knives and daggers thrown between eyes, grenades, cocktail bombs thrown through windows, and my eyes become filled with the beautiful flames that will eat away your being as you melt like candle wax. No one will receive this treatment , its actually quite a few FUCKERs who i can subject to this torturous pain.

I cant stand u thinking about u makes my skin crawl. At on point of time I wanted to scratch your eyeballs out with rusty nails and knives. And then cut your tounge off and mail it your love ones. And slice your ears off and scream rancid horrible things in them. Yall bitches suck you make me stomach turn litteraly. The sight of you is like the sight of bloody roadkill on 495.

Ummmm but if I acted on this I would be diagnosed as INSANE…and no shutter island for me. I will not be locked away and claimed as a phyco criminal……..we would’nt want that no would we? These irrational acts in my mind will be just that because I have some self-control and God. Or Do I?