Love Starved Monkey

I realize that i can express my extreme displeasure to u in a million dialects and u will neva understand, u will never end my relentless pain……THEREFORE FUCK A MOOSE

Although you are old enough to take responsibility for your own actions I will not put all of the blame on you. I believe that your mother should help you hold that torch high and in the sky proudly being displayed because  I blame your mother for your actions because she being the first woman who nutured, craddled, cuddled, and who planted your first set of emotions either to add grief and heartache, or euphoric escape to “EVE”. The woman who gave you your first set of embraces; kisses, hugs, tears, and instilled respect, fear through ass whippings into you. So i don’t understand how you can turn around and disrespect, mistreat, mislead, and hurt me. The woman who set the rapport of standards that will play on your conscience when dealing with young women. When you look into my eyes and you see tears you should see your mothers reflection of chastisement as well. 

But for any reasons like your mother was the first woman to decieve you, cheat you, mislead, abuse you, or beat you than I can somewhat rationalize with the way you treat women. If your mother set ur thoughts of women up for failure than i dnt understand how you have not found the remedy to cure your illness of women in me or women like me. If for any reason you were lost and your mother couldnt find you, guidance could have been found in me. 

For your actions i due hold your mother somewhat accountable, because she was your first teacher, and the world second. So fuck you and her 2nd, imma school your black ass the hard way

My earth light is officially over and for those of you who do not know earth light means birthday. I celebrated with the ones i loved, who made me feel all golden inside. it was slight drama with a few of my friends, but for those of you who kept my night free and clear heart shaped kisses. my family or should i say my mom and sister really always make sure my birthday is as special as possible.

Men are men. Some are poisonous and some are sweet. But u “seem” a tad different because you are the median, or better yet the combination.